If would choose to be old and grey. That I have lived a happy life and that I’ve made many other people happy as well. I hope that before I die I get to say my goodbyes and thank yous to everyone who is close to me and give them some last wise words. And then die in my sleep.
Most importantly I hope that I am ‘ready’ for it and not afraid. Also that I’m satisfied with the life I’ve lived so far.
If I would die now I must confess that I’m not ‘ready’ yet, because I have to many dreams to accomplish, but I’m happy and satisfied with the life I’ve lived so far.
I surely hope I’ll never drown or suffocate to death, esp. drowning freaks me out. Two years ago I felt like I was drowning once ( while diving 7 meters deep I’ve stopped breathing through my mouthpiece so I had no breath and my instructor had to push me above the water) and whenever I think back about it I feel like I can’t breath.